Blog day 18| August 23rd 2020

Goodmorning everyone, 

My anxiety is high these days. Anxiety is a fickle thing. It can seem like business is growing. It can seem like you're achieving long-term goals. It can seem like everything very slowly but certainly is going as planned.

But a lot can go through a person mind when anxiety kicks in. It comes with a little bit of insecurity and a lot of self-doubt. And having people that you love and love you back be their for you is amazing but you have to get yourself out of the pit you made for yourself.

I've decided to plan my September and I choose when I'll take my 2 vacation already. I have three ongoing projects and three on hold. And it all feels like failing. You can easily find the faults in your way of working and lifestyle.  And trying stay positive is hard. And being appreciative is hard when it always feels like you're climbing a steep hill.But September will be amazing because I will have God who has guided me every day this year.

So today is a new week where I have a lot to do again but with God I achieve my goals.