Don't Play it Safe | Day in the life RCD

Hello RCD readers,

A little breather to write again. This blogging is getting a little bit harder to find time but I'm determined.  I see a lot of people read the last blog post so I've noticed the reach is starting again to grow. 

I had an interesting conversation with my cousin this week. She spoke about changes I should make. And kept on dreaming for me like the big sis she always is for the rest. I kept snubbing the changes off because they will cost a lot of money. And she knows I'm still a growing company.  It angered me a little bit. If I had to be honest. Almost downright judgemental. "Where would I get the money for that?". I have so many goals that cost money which the amount I haven't hit yet. And being determined to do this honestly plus with integrity. Sorry but feels sometimes as a disadvantage.  But if I choose to walk with God. I have to resemble that too. 

Getting of track again. The point is it angered me because I imagined that a cartoon character with a long to do list from here to Timbuktu.  And I thought I was being realistic.  How is this possible. How can I even think of those things now. 

But the Holy Spirit calmed me down.

First I got a red light that I was judging for no reason when she was trying to lightened the day. She see my hard work. She roots for me. She just wants me to succeed and want the world for me. And second part. She believed in me enough that I was able to think that big and evolve what I was given. And third part.  Why could I not even think that growing this would never happen? When did I stop dreaming and just settled?

So I spoke about it and reminded myself. I should be eager to keep dreaming in life. But ofcourse this hardheaded taurus. Today same thing happened.  

An investment that I made years ago was not fruitful. Within 5 month's I could not use it and needed a different solution. But never tried to fix the problem. Today my sweet big brothers trt to come up with a solution and ask how long. Ofcourse explained my current solution is not suficication for me as an architect.  All I could say is "do you have that money to upgrade?". But after the phone I gave myself a pep talk. "Idiot.. you have achieved more then you even expected.  You've done project's that was really God's favour. You are in the right path. Why are you scared to aspire more and dream another bigger dream?"

Point blank plus simple message for this week.

"Stop playing it safe. Don't stop dreaming. Don't stop evolving. Stop making yourself small. Take up the whole damn space. You deserve it"

Have a blessed Saturday