Walk the talk | Day in the life RCD

Hello RCD readers,

The week began with a whole checklist tasks.  From just a couple of days not being able to work.   As I'm getting myself ready for work I have things that were not expected. But that's life. I choose to not stress about and leave in God's hands.  This whole month I've been following God's lead. And most important listening to my body. 

Unplanned expenses 

The month is a very expensive month. And as another thing increased out of nowhere.  While my planned set aside amount does not match up with the needed amount. I almost got really irritated and told a list of " No's". So that we could go by September easily. And I thought why am I stressing. This is my most expensive month. Not extreme amounts of income. But everything was paid without borrowing or making a dent in my money nor that I had to go into my savings.  

Why am I going this personal? 

I need to explain the purpose of your own mindset.  The moment I truly start thinking about what I'm grateful for. I noticed and told my mother God took care of us. Every unexpected thing was paid. And I can't explain how that happened. All I needed to do was be patient. Not complain about what is not in my control. Just keep working. And let God lead me to the right people and the right choices. This helped. I wasn't freaking out anymore. I knew I will be okay. And I am.I got through it with ease. My point about being this personal in this blog was to articulate that God will provide. In what shape or form. You have to be patient and let God lead you.

Why this happens

Because God gives me opportunities for me to see in which area's I've healed in life. That

Does it mean I'm not nervous or scared 

Nope but my faith is stronger and healing 

How I normal respond 

I freak out.  I overstress. I overthink where I'll get the unplanned income. I get sometimes a little irritated. I go into my savings before I hear the big amount that I need to spent. I don't give it fully to God and act like I'm alone to fix it. 

How I try to repond now

As scary. As no real planned response is here. I take a step back. I remember walk the talk. And let it go. Focussed on what was mine's to focus on. And leave the rest to God. But most important be patient and grateful for what you do have.

Have a blessed day