Failed Resolutions? | Day in the life RCD

Hello RCD readers,

How is everyone? I have been a busy bee this month. Not complaining. Blessed for the work. Blessed for time to actually take better care of myself and my loved ones. Blessed for the financial stability. 

I'm praying for my 2025 goals to become a reality. A couple have not turned out as planned and I'm kind of scared that I will regret that. One I still haven't decided what is best. Three are not important to me anymore. Which is so weird. You work towards something.  You pray for it. You are getting close to it. And the person you've become doesn't find this goal important or much worst I can live without that.

And you start second guessing.  

How important is this ?  Will I regret not doing it? Is this a good idea ? And most important is this what God wants from my next step. 

I have absolutely no idea. Newest is people asking me for something I don't offer. All within 1 day. Three random people brought it up. One of a friend helping me reach a new potential in her eyes. Another needed someone to do this because they are busy. And last after venting. Offering me to go to a company director to learn about this.

The first one was " My integrity will not allow me doing something I have no knowledge off." I want to give work with all my services. That means not doing anything that starts me being dishonest.  So as my first reaction is no. No I don't have the time. No I will be lying if I say yes. No I will not give quality if I do this. I

The second one and third I don't have the time for that. I would have to cancel something and solely rely on this. My spider senses are tingling. Is this the Lord telling me to try a new challenge? 

So as the weekend is here. I'm not overthinking nor stressing. I'm busy with ongoing project's. Tomorrow I'll give my problems and second guessing to Him