Personnage | Day in the life RCD

 

Hello RCD readers,

The week just started and it feels like a marathon in a good way. I always feel enthusiastic but really overwhelmed when it's coming all at once. Each time I get the chance to handle the hectic situation better. I know this is to make me better. And I  lean into God more these times. 

So these two weeks I have some deadlines. I started yesterday with follow ups and email. I finally finished preliminary design for a client. The technical drawings. Now follows me checking if I made mistakes and me correcting them plus the client coming with additions or corrections. I hope I didn't forget something. We'll double check today. 

I'm proud to say that last week I finished material budget for a client. Which the end cost really shocked me to my core. I can't believe the economy has such a drastic change in couple of month's. Now my job is reveal the bad news but also be a support for the client so his design still becomes a reality. Now comes communicating.

I'm not perfect but I try my best to keep working on getting better at communication with client's. Stay professional. Keep in mind this is new for them and they need my guidance. I still feel sometimes like I could use some work. The perfectionist in me is talking again. 

This because..
You see your character is what people take with them always. I keep that in mind how I interact with people. I'm not perfect at all. I'm not very social. I overthink things. My face speaks volumes. But most important I tend to only invest in real connections. Which comes of cruel towards others. I can't fake it. Good thing is if I do something nice I actually mean it. I don't do anything just because. I do it with real intentions. And really hoping the best for the person. But it can come off rude.

My character is forever growing. In who I am now. In who I want to be. In who people portray me to be. The in-between. Being critical with yourself is important. Not in the sense I do everything wrong. But yes in the sense that we are flawed humans and as the diaken said we all make mistakes.  That's a given. That does not mean never correcting your flaws and becoming a better person. 

Now what is my character honestly.
I'm the women who is here for you when you need me. I may not be the one you go out with. But I am the one who will get down and dirty to help you pick up the pieces. I'm the one who doesn't fake real intentions. I forgive easily. But I don't give anybody a chance to make a fool of me twice. I let my actions speak and not my words. I don't apologize for being honest. Don't ask me if you want a truthful answer I don't sugarcoat it. I can stay professional in heat. I've learned to keep my emotions in tact when it comes to unprofessional settings. Gossip never sticks with me nor do I try to figure out the lies. And last something I'm still working on is having boundaries.

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