Authority | Day in the life RCD

Hello RCD readers,

Peace is a mindset. Peace is such a blessing. But for most part. Peace can be boring for some. And most often be taken for granted. 

Striving for peace in your life is like striving for something a lot of people don't understand.  I believe we are ungrateful towards having a normal calm life. Only when you've had your share of setbacks in life is when you start understanding the importance of a calm life.

The drama queen

Some strive for the feeling of a hectic life. They complain about every negative thing that might happen as if it has and when it magically everything goes smooth. They find something else to overdramatize. They enjoy having no peace but something to complain about. Peace would be boring for them.

The emo

No feelings. Hahahah I have had my years where I've been the emo one. Set with mindset who the f#$@ cares. Not in the sense that I believe I'm so strong to overcome it. Or so smart to fix it. I just stop letting myself feel too much for the chance of loosing something in the process. But that's not living. So I've made an effort to change that part of me. I believed the shoes will drop eventually and reaffirms the not having any peace in your life. Giving a bad juju.

The ungrateful one

Everything people pray for they have. The parent that loves them. The money for the big degree. The good job. The healthy kids. The amazing partner. They still find something to complain or sabotage it. They can't find the rainbow in their life which eventually doesn't give them any peace at all.

The undisciplined one

The same as the entitled one. The one that everyone takes care of. The one that thinks life owes them something. The one who has too much free time. So has a lot of time to complain. The one that talks but never does anything consistently.  They are too ungrateful to enjoy the good things. 

Now for the title.

I strive for peace. If peace means not responding. I'll do that.  If peace means putting boundaries.  I'll do that.  If peace means removing myself and my energy from certain situations. I'll do that. If peace means talking to God consistently until I calm down. I'll do that. If peace means letting people feel their jelousy (any negative feeling ) towards me but not letting it effect me mentally. I'll do that. But most importantly.

"If peace means. Giving nobody authority over my life and my loved ones. I'll do that. Nobody has authority over your feelings and your life. But God. He is the one who will say what happens always. I relinquish my journey and of my loved ones to God. Nobody else."

Have a blessed day and remember when you are slipping. And giving other's your peace. God has authority over your life and nobody else.