She Knows | Day in the life RCD
Hello RCD readers,
She knows. The spirit within always knows. I've learned that when you stay connected with the Holy Spirit that God speaks to you in different ways. From signs. To serendipity. To your body's reaction. To your spirit.
Signs
Watch out for those butterflies that bring important news. Or those brown birds. Life shifts are announced sometimes. Keep yourself alert.
Serendipity
Meeting somebody in your life multiple times. And at the right moment you finally connect when your souls need to be intertwined for an important season.
Body's reaction
Tuesday I cried at night. And I had no idea why. I thought of a loved one that calls me Bita. Discomfort | Day in the life RCD . All I felt was severe anxiousness. I had nothing that would give me that feeling. Yes I was busy. Yes I needed to visit the building permit. Yes I was PMS'ing. Yes I'm busy with work. But no .. None of those things would give me that physical reaction. And that vivid dream of that person dying. Brought me to tears. I listened to my favorite song to get my spirits up and to actually calm down and fall to sleep.
The mystery solved
And today the mystery is solved. A family member said the unthinkable " the person is not doing well. they will not be with us too long."
An angel on earth
I shed a tear and listen to every stubborn thing that person does even in the end. I'm not scared of family dying. Especially when I know we have no unsaid words. They know I love them. They know what they mean to me. They felt my love. And that's what count. No ill will.
My sweet HB. May you've find peace in these last month's. Your Bita loves you. Thank you for letting me be my awkward self always.
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